hey everybody...its a kind of enigmatic situation for me...its nearly 2hr 30min past midnight .. n im awake havin a keen vigil .Waiting for a ray of hope to enter into my soul to raise  my standards(current is always regretted).i must accede dat dis being my first public post..u can b a gladiator searching for the peril in my verbiage or b a soothing wind to bring me warmth of satisfaction(former is xpected!!!) . being a mismatch (nerd n naive), i m a mixbreed(n not a cross breed). der is conflction within me n dats d reason ,today i have chosen dis moment to dust off my life infront of u all out der..  hope i m not boring or soporofic..my life hav always been topsy turvy .i.e never static. future is difficult to handle but wat abt the present .. its a gift 2 b born as a human but very tedious or rather,ardent to b humane.. as u know ..my search seems to b an endless gypsy's ride covering every aspects f nature n humanity.pls guys ..pls start praying for othrs n devlop deep faith in god.wat more n yes, b do ur part of the work.. help others in need n u'llb helped.. u maynot knw me or ever b lucky enough to face me but des words must reach out to evry indiviual of our mother earth. kkk so its 2.43 am .. here ...signin off for now .. pls feel free to shower yuor critic n claims!!!!!!! loove 2 hear frm u.....this is me..signing off gud nght or guten nacht (german) ..kon banwa(japenese)...kk kkk bye!!!!!!! i thnk its not bad as a neophyte.. to write such..wat do u say? more to come soon.....wil u hear me.......oh dear ones......